HIM : SPECIAL IGNORANCE

Assalamualaikum

So ive been updating about my first met him last entry, and i cant keep it secret all by myself thought my mind really with him, i can tell yaaa this feeling is awesome. i can feel hes wih me,  i can hear his laugh and see his smile even  he are not around. . okayy ya i miss him , well yaa im so glad he made time to see me , he ve been good, busier than ever, but yaa still have time with me, i love him, well remember when we used to hangouts together, oh my i just cant put away my eyes from him . me just melt. i love to be with him. the moments with him is precious . . .

okayy balik masa dulu,
when im in form6, when me first met him, i act like tak nampk dia punnn, tapi hati i rasa mcm nak luruh jeaaa masa tu ,but yea after two days we re in class and tadaaaaaa finally dia tengok i and  he called me " kak"  but i didnt notice him , then he called me" makcik " and smile , so yeahhh with that first called, we start our conversation,  yeaa we start conversation terus kepada cerita pasal diri dia , ok actually he start the conversation first sbb i kan pemalu,ceeeewah.  .  .ok first of all i just cant believe it happen yaa i bercakap dgn diaa kot, it is like first time i rasa mcm it touched my heart and hold my heart . .

actually  since i dah kenal dia ,rapat dgn dia , i nak dia anggap i cuma nak kawan baik dgn dia , sbb tak nak laaa judge hati and perasaan apa2 nnti jadi perigi cari timba  pulakk kannnnn, . .i still remember when he told me that he never fall in love , and im laughed cause i hope hes wrong, and i dont think it ever crossed his mind meehhh, i could tell his favorite fruit's manggo , his fav drink's lemon tea, . . he loves to argue , born on 1st March 1996 , hes sister's beautiful and , he has his father's eyes aand if you ask me masa tu if i love him? . .  i'd lie. . .
because he innocently overlooks the truth. . .
i remember all those crazy things he said ,and all those crazy things we did and we didnt think about it just went with it. act berapa kali dah keta kena saman, bukit bendera, padang kota, and so on. . . hahaha. .im sorry sayang , masa tu we still friend but yeaa a lot of things we did together ,  it seems okayy to me,  im just fine with it , fine with our friendship. . .walaupun kita selalu hampir nak mengaku but still dapat mengelak dari mengaku yang we are truly fall in love . . .

okayy end ,  bila kami dapat luahkan perasaan? and who start first? and wht we felt ? ill update soon,  hahahaha sekiann jeaa entry kali nie , titik. . .

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HIM : FIRST MET

ASSALAMUALAIKUM


" I know this is the melt chocolate thing ever and i never thought this kind of stuff happens until it happened to me. i knew i loved him the moment i saw him. it was instant. i was completely mesmerized by him and I was like yeaa and yaaaa i need to know this guy immediately. . .
I think love sort of happens slowly, then all at once. its like the person is there ,theyve always be there, but you start noticing little details about him and love everything about him . . . and alhmdulillah hes mine. . .

Have you ever imagine how lucky you are to have a good partner which is you have someone to complete you, to secured you, to love you. Have you ever thought about it? Have you? dan pernah tak pada masa yang sama kita rasa that we are not too perfect for our partner ? and rasa terhutang budi with his kindness ? kannnnnnnn rasakannnn . . .
Tapi jika dilihat balik, he had choose you sbb diri you sendiri , so why bother ?
try to think why he choose you but not anyone else . Why he choose to spend his time , to spend his money ,to love , to care and to hear your story and sacrifice a lot of thing for you. why? it is because he love you, yeaaa its you, and u re lucky to have him with you , hes charming sebenarnya and idol, okeyyhhh. . .

im lucky to have him, hes complete my fairytale story , i know it sounds wont be like fairytale story sbb our life akan ada journey yang naik dan turun but yeaa i wish my life going success and happy ending JUST LIKE fairytale story, thats it, faham!. . . . i do not know why but yeaaa happy ! naaapengsan ! Happy to know that you have the one who always love you no matter what you have done. No matter for anykind of silly things you did he still love you and he never left you as well and always stay by your side. sometimes when you got quarrel about small things he tried his best to calm the situation and play hard to make you smile again . like seriiussssssly , dont you appreciate what you had. . .

Jodoh is absolutely a fate. well yeah, so i met a guy in highschool. well i can tell you that i was like thinking i dont want to further my study as stpm student because people keep warned me not to take a risk, idk why sedar-sedar jeaa i dah pun langkah masuk sekolah tu sebagai form6 student , luckily hahaha if not we never met kan. . . My guy and i were classsmate. Honestly told i am a type of person who dont really interest with the arrogant guy ,but  yeaaa on my first met him i judge him as an ego person , but from that day on i stared him, idk but yeahh i felt something that idk wht it is. . . ok thats how i met him,but on how do we know each other , how do we start our conversation adalah rahsia , atau mungkin di entry yang lain , hahaha, i feel so grateful , happy , and untold feeling , with him my life re perfect . . . the quotes says 'dont judge people by its cover' and yeaaaa its true , so i learned something . . .Alhamdulillah .
sekian.

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HOWS MY LIFE GET GOING

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

have been a long time i never blog aka i deleted all my old post act i dont see any interesting scheme in my beeloogg although i know i dont even think i have a reader. haha so whatever . . . so. . . . there lots of things happen around, i have been finished my studies as stpm student , and now staying at home mereput without doing anything  yang mendatangkan income, ok nmpk sgt pemalas . . .
but at least i help ibu a lot , memandangkan sekarang i dah ada adik kecil, tangan ibu sorang jeaa tak cukup nak handle semuanya sekali so nak tak nak kena rajin , and ibu well said while u re staying at home u may practise and learn how to cook , she smile and  end up with muka sindir tak sindir smbil cakap
 " elehhh practise for your own marriage meh". . .eh eh . . .besides , ive moved to Balik Pulau which is i stayed in Balik Pulau , although i miss my home in town but yeahhh i love my home right now. but if i would choose whether in Balik Pulau o Bayan Lepas , i would choose Bayan Lepas more laaahhh sbb dekat sana i feel more close with my loves one , hahaha. . . since i stayed at Balik Pulau, i kena belajar jadi berani. why? Oo0onamati tgk lipas and cicak yang jadi common things dalam rumah ni yang tak henti-henti muncul depan i , *amik ridsect spray sampai mati.
in here ive my cousins and ive found friends tht i can spend time with, although not tht much time but yeaaa im lucky to know them sbb diorang nie jenis diam-diam ubi berisi, wht i means was diorang bnyak ilmu pengetahuan dalam masa yang sama annoying mcm i jugak, so it is quite comfortable here. . .
btw, i stayed infront of my Grandmas house, and in the middle of my two beloved uncle house, sounds like our family soooo cant never be apart. . . in fact im so grateful in here, sbb ada jugak org boleh tgk-tgkkan rumah while weoollss family keluar jalan2. . .
and agak terasa jauhnyaa bila nak kuar g mana2, on whatever or wherever kami nak pergi, bukit perlu direntasi terlebih dulu, first dulu agak takut nak drive naik turun bukit sorang2 but yaaa dah 2bulan stayed sini i rasa dh boleh buat keta nak terbalik time turun bukit kira dah rare laa tu, hahaha sayang nyawa oii. . .
ok thats it , soon ill get my stpm result semuanya serba tak kena seperti mndi tak basah, makan tak knyang2, tidur terlebih tidur, grrr semuanya tak kena . . .
ill update soon insyaallah. . .
sekian.

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